No longer with the monster I once called my lover But him being a monster doesn't seem right either But I can't help it He put me through hell and back I can't forget that sometimes there were moments of pure bliss they just didn't last Now what is anyone supposed to do with that information? All it tells you is that I'm broken it feels like the trauma bond will never go away I don't want to be tied to your soul anymore so how do I let you go? why am I still in love?