Some people say our happiness and love is magical.
I fell in love with the idea of you
But In my heart it maze well be dead
Realising  true love hurts because it’s so powerful.
But it brings sadness to your life especially if it doesn’t seem to be going right
He’s so beautiful wishing he could be my forever.

In my heart everyday and every night
Catch me heading for a blackout from the heavy drinking.
But my loneliness comes creeping in
Wishing for memories to disappear.
I don’t need your pity because I know I let you down that one day and ruined everything.
I wouldn’t want to remember me either.

Even if you say my messages make you happy yet you leave me on delivered….yet maybe you say you can’t  reciprocated the feelings but something that makes you happy is reciprocating the same feelings.
You’ve been a beautiful distraction but my heart turns numb too quickly but I can’t wait for you forever.