I’ll never see the daffodils again. They come up only in the spring And I’ll be somewhere that I hate.
They’ll be a surprise for who lives there A bonus for fixing up the place - A victim of benign neglect.
I wonder if the Lilly bulbs will bloom again Special gift, enjoyed and planted by the wall Tended well. in hopes of more red glory.
Will the roses thrive under better care And bloom in cycles all year long To perfume the air for someone else.
The mouses in the memory bower Will sleep in peace without their markers And Poco’s stone will go with us.
How much will change - how much will not When new eyes glance around the rooms And measure the back garden.
Will everything be taken down So shiny new can take it’s place And relegate its memory to a closet
There is no way that I can know I’ll have to wait and see and hope That some small touch of me remains In walls that warmed me for thirty years. ljm
I wrote this just as we were moving from Burbank to NV. Been back to visit- they changed virtually everything; tore out the roses, the memory garden and the lawn. Remodeled the house. Kept nothing. I don't cry when I see it anymore. None of me left.