Ana has made her debut once again. Telling me that I’m not pretty enough. skinny enough. worth enough. All I want is to look like other girls around me. To grasp the affection from lovers. But how do I expect myself to grasp love if Ana is taking every ounce of myself with her. I don’t even have the strength nor energy to grasp the protein shake that’s been flung right in front of me. I know Ana is toxic but yet her burning words sound so sweet. Too sweet. Her burning words keep me burning countless calories. Giving me only enough energy to listen to her. Ana has made her debut once again and I am once again begging her to leave.