My name means defender of mankind My sign represents justice Artemis is my champion Protector of women Who am I? I am the defender of mankind I protect those who cannot help themselves I was a top candidate at a federal prison to become a Correctional Officer I turned it down because I was afraid. Not of the job or the weight it carries I wasn’t afraid of the danger of the walls or what lives inside them On the contrary That excited me But that feeling Gives me a chill to bone I was afraid of the walls changing me Bringing the worse out in me I was going to be a part of a brotherhood The thin grey line I wasn’t afraid of the OC spray I took that blow to the face just fine I puked and choked along side of my brothers But I noticed a change in me A slight change A part of me I’ve held on to for so long A part of me the world hasn’t been able to take away I noticed it starting to fade I noticed it when I looked at the inmates Us versus them I was going to win at all cost I didn’t want to fail my brothers But that mentality I started to grow It wasn’t me I had to make a choice I’m a defender of mankind All of mankind I found another way To stay true to myself I no longer represent the thin grey line The law I embrace I found another way to fight the wolves I choose to protect the flock a different way Not with fist, batons, and the OC spray My words are my weapons of choice I still fight the wolves I’m no longer the sheepdog I am I will be The shepherd