10 years ago you left this earth 10 years ago you died you quit breathing and I continued you no longer smile laugh or cry 10 years ago you stopped living yet I continued and now I gained eternal life a life that was meant for you and now in everything I do I can only think of you and when I remember that you are dead sometimes I wish that I was you -mel
this is a poem i wrote two years ago while I was in the hospital. at that time i felt like there was no hope for ever feeling joy. I just wanted to die. However, i am still here and am doing so much better. i have found happiness. even if there are still moments i cant see the light, i can always know that I'll find it again. so if you ever feel like giving up, keep fighting. work hard and you'll make it. there is always hope.