I'm going to stop loving you..
because I'm loosing control.
Over myself..
Over what I do and say to you.

My demons are creeping up
Telling me lies about you
Clouding my judgment
I don't know what to belive in anymore

You pull me close
You push me back
You say you love me
Yet you don't want me to stay

For every step you take towards me
I rush to you like a wave to surround you with my love
Till you step back to take a break
And leave me longing for just one touch

You pull me towards the heavens
Only to drop me back slowly
And I'm waiting here looking up
For another chance
It takes a while to feel the pain
But the heart ache never stops

Love is cruel
Just to me
It leaves you unscathed
Will I ever learn my lesson
Will this be the last time ?
How long should I keep trying and failing
For this feeling the stop ?