everybody wants to tell me what i need. you can play a role in my life but not the lead. look at who you're talking to. nothing you say will change my identity in what i do. i see how your life is playing out too ... my eyes are messing with me...The world never stops spinning. never knowing when Gods gonna make the world shake us. never know when its my last day. could be today.... ****. and today, I'm thinking about what id be leaving without. when i leave i don't want any regrets. when you look through my past you're gonna see a bunch of wasted nights, glorifying drugs and the prospective of the people... looking for love in the broken. leaving with nothing. This whole time God, you've just been standing there... waiting for me to finally listen to the words you've spoken. ****... I'm sorry i haven't been listening. all these times i couldn't find you.... you where right there beside me... man, you never know whose right behind you. I gotta be careful cause Ive got some younger people that look up to me. God, you've foreseen my future, you've painted it out like a glistening picture. i think its time i really look at my life. take a new look from fresh prospective, and stop making it my objective to live life my way. cause i tried it that way, cliche. i heard tomorrows not promised i don't wanna leave with regrets.