The pain stings deeper than ever before I'm not sure what I've done in this life or a past life to get dealt this hand The winds howl, as the storm surges on inside of me I just want to burry myself then keep on digging Because maybe the darkness or silence will accept me Maybe I cant fight anymore Forgetting what it was I was even fighting for Because I loved, Oh my God did I love Without boundaries or false pretence With pure acceptance and irrefutable forgiveness The love was pure The pain that drives into me, will send me to madness I want to be missed like I miss you Because by God do I miss you Where is my silver lining