I'm consumed with the thoughts of regret
I might regret all of my decisions

I'm consumed with thoughts
that I'm not loving you enough

that's my waste of time
I'm selfish only thinking about myself
we don't talk or see each other

will I hate this tomorrow
did I love myself yesterday
I lost myself right now

do we ever know
can we find all the buried memories
they're like sandcastles by the beach

I'm gonna ****** me
I want to learn how to leave

am I going to hate myself later
will I seek to do better
nothing is certain

everyone misunderstands  
it's all my fault I can't make decisions

can you repeat the question
my heart is looking the other way