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Some Tendencies Are Too Strong To Quit
I see all the signs,
That you're just like the rest.
Should be déjà vu,
cause it's always been the same.
And if history really does repeat itself,
Then I guess it'll be the same end.
Yet I am still willing to try it out,
Just the way I was before.
Such bad habits I have,
To like the wrong people and commit to them the most.
And they're all so similar,
That it's laughable that I keep making the same mistake.
Especially when I have someone great right in front of me,
Who's different than the rest.
One who really cares,
And doesn't hurt me.
But who I hurt instead,
More than a few times.
Yet I can't commit to her,
I can't be who I want and know I can be for her;
I can't be what she deserves.
And I just don't know why.
So maybe I'm attracted to people who are just like me:
Conniving ******* who do what they feel.
Ones who don't care who they hurt in the process,
As long as they're happy in the end.
And I'm sorry to that girl who's been there by my side,
When she's had a million reasons to leave.
The one I keep treating terribly,
Because I can't make up my own mind.
So when this one doesn't work out,
When you turn out just the same as the last.
I'm not gonna keep coming back the way I used to,
I can't do that to her anymore.
She deserves the world,
And I can't even give her half a ******* up heart.
But I know I can try to be better;
Better for her and better for myself.
And that's a promise I can actually keep.
LINK THE HERO OF TIME
John Edward Smallshaw
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