All My favorite songs are sad now All our favorite drugs i do alone now. Im weak, your death turned me into a zombie clone now. Death I fear now..life is different now. Sulking in the absence of your being, i wont say your soul, its with me and it is saved now. Ur by my side everyday, especially today.. its so cold out. Snow jus falling down, wish it was you now Mom jus got engaged yesterday n ur not here now.. I wish u were here for this drought.. Im still mentally down and out. sad at the fact u wont be with me to blow congratulation clouds. ...get drunk as a family until time is no longer Found. I miss you man, please stay with me.. don't let me drown. I'll wear your crown . one day ill be found, til then... Love, the rebelious clown.