What's so happy about it Birthday Valentine's New year Holidays I seen another year Don't want to Only have to There is no need for me My existence useless I'm only here for her To bare my cross And carry her burdens Mask the pain of life Happiness doesnt exist At least not for me I've seen glimpses of it My daughter knows more about it Then I ever will If I can keep her smile strong Depression will die with me All malicious emotions She'll never feel That will be the only glimpse Happiness will be seen When I take all this negativity To the endless abyss of my grave Or maybe I'll be the reason She doesn't remember me And she finds happiness In the comfort of that