I met you by accident, that is
If you believe in accidents
Maybe it’s for a reason
Some complicated web of intrigue
Intelligently engineered
Perhaps I'm commandeered
By a god who wants only
To know herself

I met him that way too -
By accident
Walking down a crowded street
Floating on the magic carpet of youth
Can I *** a smoke off you?
Simple words said, and fun!
But then he wouldn't take No
As my answer
Fifteen years and a child
Later, passion became rage
When I remembered
The facts of the event
If you want to call it ****, well
That's a whole other story

The wedding I went to - oh!
I was pretty then, and lost
Your gaze up the length of my legs
You held off for so long
But god wanted a whole
Other story to
Entertain her
And here we are
Locked in something
Brazen - attempting fusion
The growth comes in spurts
Beyond all measure -- it hurts
Oh, it hurts

When I was eight or nine
There was something
A few moments of horror
Or was it bliss?
Forever amiss I'll be --
A whole other story
Told to god in my dreams
Healed when you listened
And touched me on the seams
Right where I'd fallen apart

Then I woke up whole
In L.A. on a sunny day
I walked the streets of Paris in the rain
I climbed the mountain of my youth
Felt the pain
I trudged through the snow
By the Lake
I sat with the ball of
God's yarn in my belly
Pulling the strings
Unravelling the things
The whole other stories
That broke me
And the ones I've yet
To tell