The sudden breeze of Autumn fell on that faint light that I drowned. Lost the perks of my being on a silent affair , and I stood there , soaked with broken words from a fire. I stood there while the clown of time bleached my soul. I stood there while the wounds of dawn became my crown. Hey, take these senses , nothing but restless phantom of one , that is gone. Tree leaves from earth's ground. Takes its leave from what canβt be undone. I lie there while the air whistles pain to my ear. The pain I receive in vibrations turns into immense sensations. Ants walking through rocks to lift me up. I smell the pure despair that lies on me while I fashion a body from dozens of ants , and place my soul in , if I can. Flowers bring good feelings so they say.