i remember cats eyes lighting up the edge of never a silent heightless boundary between life & a plunge into death trusty bertha golden bullet speeding through the silvered night on the edge of sleep still dreaming moonless skies twinkling stardust memories the smell of the forest filling my sleepy mind Bertha's headlights throwing ominous beautiful tree shadows across the night vista falling back into slumber hungry jaguar purring biting up the bitumen into the blackness devouring tarseal & endless miles the scent of Chanel drifting from the nape of my mother's long elegant neck floating weightless 80 mph to morning waking within the sound of the ocean bacon & eggs cooked on the hot engine then running into the summer south pacific perfect summer morning I remember.