A dead soul matters the most, as there's no one else that can force you preserve and cherish memories better and truthfuly.
You hesitate to erase them. Even if you lack the visuals, you'd create some mirage joining the missed and uncovered notes. You'd tell stories from the almost unexisting backyard of your mind and with all the more excitement, which probably you never shared, when they were still breathing.
Those you plan on to create, have the spark of undefined. You might surpass undefined, that'd be the extent of your love.
If dead man looks back, he'd be proud and smiling, You think alike those irrational dreamers. Don't you ? You talked about existentialism and vagueness in things like how intransient life and death embrace closely, with warmth and shivering pain. Times when you had cease to exist you'd not think about them and they may not recall you anymore.
Perhaps everything beyond life is irrational, sliding the thoughts in your subconscious carefully, not with a hint of expressing the urge of exploring. The taboo between you and them why not in life you seek the same comfort of randomness, you wish but you fail to organise the terms And patterns.
Just now I think what a corpse would feel when it reads my Art, probably The dead man Smiles back and says "I may fade with time, my flesh may blend with soil but I keep on living with those who know my story ".
Conscious of a dead man, is maybe the only mystery we could never explore.