I received a message yesterday, from an unexpected sender. Someone I had not spoken to in years.
The last we spoke was in high school. At the time, I was dating a guy who loved to manipulate and lie, and she was falling for him as our friendship grew. We had a falling out, after they both broke my heart, and for so long I held so much anger for her. I no longer trusted friends, and I was insecure about everything. I had never known such deceit. But after we all parted ways, I began to reflect on it all. A part of me felt sorry for her. She fell for him the same way I did. How could I hate her for that?
The last thing I expected was an apology. Especially after the bitter words we shared before. She explained how awful she still felt, and how she just wanted forgiveness.
It was a strange feeling to put something from the past to rest, because so much happen that I never got closure for. I had already decided I never would get closure for any of it. I'm so glad I was wrong.
Weird poem, I know. But I just had to explained what I've been feeling since yesterday.