Oh it hurts to be myself
But I can't be nobody else
I wanna die, I wanna scream
I wanna claw my eyes and leave
Just say you hate me
And I'll be done
I know you'll find somebody else
I cannot live up to my standards
How can I be someone you want
You want a beauty and a queen
But got a baby with no self-esteem
I know it hurts, I know... I do
But, honey, trust me - I'm not for you
My soul is hurt and I can't fix it
I wish I was normal
I wish I was different
You say you'll help me
I know you won't
Cause how can you help
When I'm all alone