Waking up with you near I no longer have the first breath of my day be fear. The way you kiss my forehead, Press your nose against mine. For these moments everything is divine. It’s when I leave the cover of your arms. The warmth of your embrace. It takes me back to a less safer place. To the home I had that was haunted with fear. I wish my husband didn’t almost die so many times in that year. You know what to say when I need it. please just be gentle with my heart, you don’t know how many times it has been defeated.