Unnecessary line that I drew
So that I don't feel at risk
But it kills me also
So what should I do?

I'm still at risk
Like a rodent who can never be safe
You go with my flow
But I never have control

This fight has been going on for so long
And I have lost the same battle again
Go put my head on a spike
For I still list the things that you like

But what it's like for you?
What am I in your eyes?
When you smile,
Was I ever the reason why?

For me, you were
And will always be "the why"
So go put my head on a spike
For I never forget you, not even a slight.