Each day there's something new
There something else I want to say
Sometimes just that I love and miss you
Sometimes what happened that day

I've tried to fill the void you left
To fill that hole my life has missed
I've tried to replace you with other people
With family, friends, and a therapist

But nothing can ever come close to you
And how you made me feel
The love and support your showed to me
It was honest, true and real

I don't know how to carry on
Without you here with me
Without you by my side each day
It makes me want to flee

It makes me want to pack my bags
And head off in the night
Never to return to this life
Simply, vanish out of sight

And the only thing that keeps me here
For at least another day
Is the hope that you still care for me
"I miss you," you might say

If one day soon I have the courage
To go off, not to return
Its not that I lost any hope
But that I couldn't handle the burn

The fiery pain of loving you
And missing you every day
The grief, regret and torture
That, with me, will always stay