So depressed, life is just a constant stress,my mind cant rest... pain in my chest,its either this or death.. Dreadful rest... Is this God's test, Or is my life that big of a mess.. This pain in my chest.. I constantly live inside my head, the boogie monsters not under my bed, hes inside my ******* head, I cant escape him,i know he ain't fake man, theres nowere to run to and nowere to hide. I look in the mirror and I'm forced to look him in the eyes . ... I begin to cry, tears rolling down my cheek, my knees get weak.,I cant speak please god set me free from all this misery ...