Soon my light will end a candle now my only friend ,
but this letter I now must write ,
must come to an end ,
and so
will be sent into this night .
On horse drawn carriages with a lanterns aglow , ,
at last one last chance as my coach with ghost riders at its helm ,
ride forth far away ,
far far away from here .
Abandon not of love or hope ,
for what I have written will find my love .
My dying words to my long lost soul ,
“Let death come quickly or in haste quicken the blow .”
And if I should die in this most wretched estate ,
pray my soul will forgive me it’s fate ,
for where it has gone ,
I think it too late ,
no mortal should ever go .
Pray my spector will find my withered friend .for I have been most unkind ,
for it to think i would leave it behind.
For this letter I write is wet with my tears ,
of how I have hurt it for many a year .
So it departed without a sound ,
before they lay me in the ground .
Goodbye then my love ,
for men have come ,
to break down my door ,
Oh tidderly thumb ,
be it no more .
They lay me down ,
they check my pulse ,
and close my eyes ,
and so leave my bones to rest .
with the worms and vermin that might feed on its flesh .
So goodnight my soul my pen runs dry ,
I guess this is my final goodbye .
For my body now without a friend ,
Will rot in soil no one will tend .
Their weeds will grow and brambles take ,
forgotten forever ,to the ground.