I don't hate you for not wanting to be with me
I don't even blame you because it's easy to see
I'm to blame for this hurt and this pain
And that's why it definitely won't cease and won't wane

In fact it's the opposite, I love you so
I love you and miss you more than you could know
And my heart is with you more than ever before
As i erode from inside, deep down in my core

When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see
I hate how my life has turned out to be
I hate that you are not a part of my days
And that's why I continue to live in this haze

The one thing that keeps me from staying in bed
From wishing that I would just simply drop dead
Is the hope that you gave me, that there may be a day
That you have a change of heart and will say:

"I miss you too and I want to be with you
And after some time it set in, that it's true
That you are the one, it's always been you
I want you in the rest of my life too"

So each day I wake from a bad night's sleep
And pray for you and for us and I weep
And hope that the future will bring your love back
The one thing I crave and that my my life lacks