i'm so tired of being lonely

of being so alone

tired of all the anger

as hatred inside me grows

tired of seeing but not believing

makes it hard to catch my breath

tired of watching friends leave

with me the only one left

i'm so tired of them not listening

as i speak out in the crowd

tired of the secrets kept

like i wouldn't find them out

tired of patronizing

tired of faking smiles

tired of all the whispering

when i know what they're whispering all the while

i'm tired of being tired

when was it last i slept

laying down now i'm so tired

letting out my final breath