When there is movement close to this being close to me - I am in it And when the noise stops there is a silly feeling a feeling of oddness and out-of-syncness - a kind of ashamed self-consciousness
I think neighbors a few and couple houses up were having a dog breeding party the other weekend Loud hip hop music celebrating the gods of fertility and sensuality all in subservience to the one which rules them all Large aggressive male voices speaking dreams of the god of green illusions which never stick That thing which sticks is the sound of the mating dogs riled up into an even greater frenzy with the vibe of the party Snarling yelping squealing barking dismay and rage and passionate oppressive submissive release Somehow Consciousness knows when itβs on display And somehow though this person burned with righteous indignation at the inhumanity of it all But who am I? No other - No different - No one What do I do? What have I done? I am not even writing these words These words are writing me