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Here's to Half-Hoping

by ClockworkCassandra

Resting your head on the side of the bathtub, Half-hoping you won't fall asleep and slip under the water. Walking into the street without looking both ways, Half-hoping you won't be hit by a car or some other vehicle. Running down the stairs, taking them two at a time, Half-hoping you won't trip and fall all the way, all the way down. Turning off the oven after cooking your dinner, Half-hoping the gas hasn't leaked and isn't filling your entire house. Leaving a candle lit for a moment as you leave the room, Half-hoping it won't fall over and set your bookshelf ablaze. Doing any number of seemingly monotonous chores, And half-hoping your mind won't hope for the dreadful way it could end.
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ClockworkCassandra
21 / Non-binary
Published
Aug 20, 2020
Time
1m
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I'm half-hoping once again

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#depression#suicidal#suicidalthoughts#givingup
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