Sleepless nights are slowly leaving
Still hard to fall away
This too shall pass is different for many
Reality set in like a lightning bolt in your mind
Reminders are there
Somethings are easier and others are void
Grief needs to be gentle even though it hits you like a mac truck that runs over you and never stops until it it good and ready
Seems like it is on instant replay
2020 will eventually end and some good things will be remembered
as for the others, many of us will remain numb for the time being even as we move forward and try to live life the very best we can

C@rainbowchaser2020