that romanticism it chokes you trying to holding sweet moments and hoping for more again looking for some soft memories when there were never any drinking cocoa like it wasn't gasoline sugar down your throat like *******
you're acting lovely and wistful like love wasn't a gun to the head a threat on your deathbed let go and cut your puppet strings even if they connect to the parachute the keeps you from an ocean of doubt full of salty tears to drown you
just thinking of some stuff this poem doesn't make much sense...