Gazing down I see this dull blade drew blood Dial blind as ache lulls Defy ease as life oozes free Don’t lie down Don’t sleep Keep fear sharp As faint creeps the soothing deep Passions eked Awareness do not forsake me Come on Come on Answer I stare vague at the mess where my wrist used to be Which emergency? Ambulance please Consciousness bleeds I wake with cool linen covering me