Today is one of those days where it’s just harder to pretend Ive played this role a million times over But today I’m just having a hard time keeping my smile in place I’m trying but every time I pull myself out of this muck I sink right back down to where I started That twinkle in my eyes just keeps fading away Maybe just this once I’ll let myself really feel
So I wrote this a while ago and saw it in my notes but as I was reading it I thought of a few small revisions. The original is posted as “Bathroom Stall Thoughts”