You see those two lines and
you jump with happiness.
But then the feeling of worry
suddenly comes out of nowhere and
you start to question how it happened.
You were careful.
But, were you really that careful?
From now, your life will change forever.
You now have something depending on you
for survival, to then have it taken away
from you ten days later.
Physical and Mental pain clashing
against each other for first prize.
You tell yourself that this isn't your fault
and that it just wasn't meant to be.
But you still blame yourself.
You lost your child, an innocent life, a life
that you should have been protecting in
nine months time.
But ten weeks later, another two lines.
She has the most beautiful smile,
weighing 5lbs 11oz.