1,2 3,4 count breath maybe 1,2,3, 4, 5, breaths if i feel like my lungs are in need of special attention. i am alive and my body will allow itself to breathe whenever it needs to. listen to it. feel the rise and fall of your body. be alert to take it all in. stand in the rain let it soak that t-shirt you care about so much and keep your eyes open so you can see how lovely he looks when the sun returns. you are alive. you are alive and your heart is beating and when he kisses you, all of the electric charge revives itself and blood flows through once empty veins, eager to serve a purpose once more. you are alive and cognizant of it every moment you are awake, for you recognize the pain of feeling dead in a living body. you are alive and you are with him and there are no graveyards in sight.