Holding in my waist just in case that she is casing me and I really hope that she can scope the fine figure that I am. Though I could do with losing weight and a couple of my years the fears I have, are she won't see the kind of person I could be and dismiss me as a could of,might of,won't bother looking because he's not the type of person that I really want to see.
In this case of trying unsuccesfully I try again to make her see she ignores and quite unmercilessly she kills me with uncertainty.
I should and would retire gracefully if I could have her near to me but I can't see it in the stars or in the turning of a card sometimes life is and can be hard but just in case here's hoping that she comes around and starts scoping this man then won't be moping hopefully.