paired with the knot of prison
don't know how to cut this ribbon
knife's still busy in bleeding.

not sure if this blood is still mine
or someone else
floating in my vein
may be betraying me,again.

they only see my anger
don't see the tears
falling in my skin like a hammer.

i am tired of giving a fake smile
tired of walking this path alone mile over mile.

exhausted of convincing myself
"they don't know the whole you",stay calm
energy has end his path
don't know how to ring again this bell.