It's potent, the blood, that sits in my stomach Darkness enveloped, body numb This is how it is When your the coming up I wish things were different But it is what it is When you're just a product
A lot of parties, too many mollies, feeling like a zombie I've got to get out of this place But I've danced to their melody, seen the un-seen and sold my soul I will never find peace, It will haunt me Wherever I go
I was passionate, desperate, but paid dearly for it And all I have to show for it are blood-soaked tears Nevermind my body Which is covered in scars
Heart torn out Soul gone Look at me now mother, look at me now father Did your little boy do you proud?