I'm sorry that I messed things up
I'm sorry for whatever I did
I'm sorry I couldn't let go...
I acted like a helpless little kid

I'm sorry that I tried so hard,
Instead of giving you space
I'm sorry I told people I hated you,
But couldn't say it to your face

I'm sorry that I couldn't hate you,
And I'm sorry for everything I put you thru

I learned my lesson now...
After pushing most of my friends away.
I should have listed to their advice,
Even thought I didn't like what they had to say

The weird part is, I didn't get over your disappearance from my life until I stopped trying,
But to be honest with you there are still nights I find myself crying.

That's one thing you could always make me do,
That's why I know you are one of the special few.
For that reason, I can never,
Will NEVER, forget YOU!