I’ve noticed that my writing is one sided I write about the love I have and never have I written if there is any love for me Why do I always feel so strongly for people This realization has broken me in more ways than I could have ever thought When was the last time I woke to someone professing something sweet to me Why was I cursed with this heart and mind Why don’t I fear love but am terrified of it at the same time Who made me think in the ways that I do