Sob from the **** sticky with stolen saps. Look her in the eye and scrape off your skin. Weep for yesterday, descend, and collapse. A taste, a sampling, a whisper of sin.
Dull the blade, dipped in blood, entrenched in rust. Swept away, hold the memories in your arms. Wash away the pain, and remain focused. Know no ill will, treasure love, do no harm.
Wait. Moments, hours, days, months. You must wait. The lavender light will return poor child. Clutch your promises,Β Β and do not fixate. Soon you shall see your pains have been exiled.
Please, do not forget the life that you lived. Please, do not forget, you'll be forgiven.
Allow yourself to recover. Allow yourself to be loved. Grow joyous for the one you love's joy, with or without you by their side.