you told me you didnt feel loved,
so i tried to give you more love than i was supposed to.

i did too much.
i gave you too much affection.
i made too many mistakes,
and,
i guess,
my efforts werent enough for you,
or maybe they were too much for you

i did almost everything you wanted me to.
i tried to be myself,
i tried to be funny enough,
i tried,
for you.

i was too much for you,
too many emotions,
too many thoughts,
too much hurt,
too many problems,
too much darkness.

i tried to be a positive part of your life.
and i only ended up hurting you

and for that,
im sorry.