A filter of eucalyptus, enshrouds my mind and its seat, and so I consciously let them both go. I release them into a cultivated abyss. I sink into the nothing between me, myself, and I and there, sticky in the tree sap of eternity, is the ecstatic bliss reserved typically for the dead, or the insane. At the opposite end, of all the substances which shake me, are these moments of sleepless repose before I will myself to action.