"Anxiety is love's greatest killer." -Anais Nin

It's ---
so immediate, so active
so deep and so unexplained
starts spinning all so quick:
       "where is it all rooted from?"
       "who am I? are my feelings real?"
        "what's wrong with me? Can't I just accept his love?"
       "why can't I just relax? Please just relax."
       "how will this one end? Does he even love me?"

so I lash out at him in a fierce and hostile way ---
I bite his love so deep with my sharp red teeth
that I witness his firey passionate love slowly disappearing
from his calm beautiful coffee eyes
turning into cold stone eyes