there is nothing sweet about disguise there's only that distracted surprise at the blue and yellow hue of bruises around my heart tears burn as chillies do my stomach chewed up like the bubblegum you used to stick that lovenote to the wall the heat of summer made it fall so you stuck it under my desk but wood burns, you know, nails rust and memories turn to dust and oh! there comes a little wind and there you go, unpinned.