I don't like looking back, three years ago I didn't have any friends, any hope, I gave them up all for a joke of a man who laid his hands on parts of me he shouldn't have and yes I knew, I swear I knew that I had to leave but I couldn't move, 'cause at one point in time you had me by my mind and I almost lost it all, you didn't care you watched me fall, but that was then and this is now and now is always gonna change, but for today it's safe to say, that I'm gonna be okay. I say I'm gonna be okay.