I want to stay up late and write about everything I hate Everything stemming from a lack of humanity Why am I living through this time of insanity Is it to make me stronger, capable of anything great? It is more pain and struggle to endure More thoughts to flood my waking mind and stifle my gasping breath What a time to be alive when close contact is killer and true vulnerability is exposure When connection is weak and the circuits are short Isolation is preferred to stave that depression wave that everyone rides at some breaking point or another The swell is huge and I have had my fill Swimming to the bank to cash my earnings in clothes Drinking alkaline for balance over all of the swill Doomsday prepping for anything goes Leaning on whatβs left of my will