this is a poem i might never truly finish
to someone who's left to become a star
oh worldly stardom could never compare
you say you'll watch over me from up there

i just wish that there was something, we always wish for something
maybe just one thing we could have done...more
are you really happy?
please be...

gummy bears, gummy bears i will never forget and seatbelt straps and work which you so much love and responsibility which is so much important. is, because you're still here, right? somewhere, i believe

all of the fantasy felt real and feels real and i am sorry for those times i am not proud of and do not worry about those times you are not proud of because they are all in the past

i am sorry that the world had to show some of its meanness sometimes
i am sorry that you had to survive things that i cannot even write now
i am sorry.

and i love you too.
i'll do more than my best to keep the promise.
rest.