if I was never meant to have someone to love and who would love me.
then why was I cruelly let get close to just taste and see.
I seen the world slowed to a halt and then disappear.
witness my entire world change from how I saw life to the things I fear.
that longing for someone the instant you turn away and the need to look back again.
and when you do have to part no matter why your gut tightens within.
but when you do come back your world gets a little bit brighter
that feeling of never wanting to let go so you hold on a little bit tighter.
but now alone another night I cry myself to sleep.
again the world beginning to fade but in a different way as I fall into the deep.