Here I am, once again Facing the depths of my soul Those hidden crypts, If I could Would gladly have avoided
Here I am, facing again That truth that I've always run from Those thoughts that I've always buried Afraid of the reflection I might see If I looked closer
We all shape our reflection in the mirror With the hope to not gasp in horror At our own image, own self Wishing our agony was silent Like a book gently resting on a shelf
At last, here I am again, Agonizing in a beautiful stream of words Depicting emotions, feelings, and pain With the hope of being freed from these chains Chains that have surrounded my world Dragging me down into the scary depths of my soul
It is one thing to acknowledge our mistakes. It is another thing to acknowledge the pardon we deserve to be able to move on. I am stuck in the middle of those two things.