I’m in a body that I don’t own, I want the body to feel like home, But I don’t even know what home it is, Everything I think my home is, It’s leaves, Gets destroyed, Withers, Wilts, Doesn’t give warmth like a summer’s top in the winter. Desperate I create painful designs hoping, Wishing, Pleading, That my soul will seep through and find a home. A home where it’s wanted, Loved, Accepted.